A Time To Remember (Part Three)

January 7, 2008 - Back to School
The rest of the week went by in a blur. It was almost like a dream, or a dream of a dream. But no, this really is happening. I have to face my reality sooner or later. I go back to school today. I have told no one about the baby except for my parents. I was told not to tell anyone about the baby at this point.

Back at school. It was like nothing had changed. Except for the fact that I am HAVING A BABY IN 9 MONTHS! Of course no one knows that but me, although it does feel like everyone is staring at me. Could they know? How could they possibly know? I am not even showing. I don't even have the slightest bump yet.

The lunch bell finally rings. I am so hungry! Again I wonder if this is another sign of the life that is growing inside of me. I fill up on food, and walk to my normal spot with Taylor. I am not the same during lunch, and Taylor can sense that. I am going to tell her. I have to tell her. I know she will be supportive.

"Tay, can I tell you something?" I ask. She responds with a nod. I tell her what I discovered during the past week. "Matt and I had sex and we didn't use anything." She looks at me with a knowing look. Taylor always catches on quickly. "I'm pregnant Tay." She hugs me. "Kylee, everything is going to be okay," she says. "I promise I wont tell anyone. I will be here for you." I knew she would be. I feel better now that I have told someone. Besides, the whole school is going to know before to long.

There is no way to stop my growing belly. The world will know about my mistake soon enough...